Reminiscene that Past-Part I

Assalamualaikum n hii..


seriously,i miss this blog so much , but didn't hav time to open it & write something in it..lalalaaa.. *padahal boleh jek bukak benda alah laen tu..cehh

anyway,somehow i had opened up the memories when we're at MRSM Beseri,my former n last school..
it is simple when how i'm reminiscing the times back when each of us being together ..

            i miss them,i miss that time when we laugh together at silly thing,  i miss when we fight but never stay long before we forgive each other,  i miss that part when we got our eating time together,   i miss it when  i can see ur reaction whenever i became storyteller for that scary story,   i miss the part when i need ur shoulder to cry on,   i miss the time when we help each other in any kind of situations,   i miss the time when we secretly do something crazy n laugh at it,   i miss it when all of us sitting on floor n start our conversation until late at night,chattering,mumbling,some rumors maybe  i miss it when we keep support each other with our own way,  i miss it when everytime i do that silly faces, u surely will reply it with eerie awesome faces 
& I really miss it...really wanted to see uolls...
but ,times never get back to the past n me, had to keep move on n on...

Dear friendssssss, i love miss u,so damn much as i wish could see uolls now...i know that this past will remain past n tomorrow we'll never know what could happen,ryte?
hope all of you now are happily ever n InshaAllah ,we'll see each other later..
just keep moving on,okay guys...

dedicated to my dearest friends i ever had n all Beserian friends i knew..

4 Competent, 5 Competent, my girlfriends , my cubemates F4 n F5..my homeroomes..
Hadirah, Atikah klate, Shahirah, Atikah husin,Siti Nuratiqah, Nur Nadzirah, Basyirah ,Syazana Hazirah , Najihah , Hasanah(kelinci..^^) , Syidatul Nasuha , Intan Suhana , Siti Aisyah , Aina , Atikah(Zubaidah) ,, Fiqah klate (love that faces..) ,Fazira Edlina , (this four ->Ku ,Syifaa,Zue & Farah-u be with me when we're in F4,i love that time ,remember it forever thank you so much ) n that's all........

guys,u're awesome..!! jjang..!! daebakk..!! cool..!!

ThANK yOU for the colours you give to me...
it's really valuable..n never be the same again...........
u know the picture will remain the same even when the people in it had changed...unless,u had the Harry Potter's picture,there u'll see a moving picture..

InshaAllah, 
Ya Allah,bless my friends' life,give them what they need in life..bless cherish them all the time,n show them Your way..Amiin

The miracle!! *wink2

assalamualaikum n hii...

Now,currently in new semester...final semester as a foundation student..weeheee.!!

Sebenarnya kan...i got something to said..nak dengarr tak?? hahaa,bajet lah kau nie..
ok2.back into reality...

Sepanjang semester dua aritu,aq rasa da macam2 yg jadi kat den nie haa...macam2 laa...
ada stu masa tu,den da rasa macam den nie la haaa manusio yg sangat2 super duper kali kuasatrilion meterpersecond putuih asoo..sebab den rasa da xlarat nak hadapi semua nie...da la jadi itu ,ini ,belajar pun dah jd x tentu hala,problem ckit pun da macam besar,padahal simple je....
dan result aku yg keluar pun sangat teruk..sedih woo..

TAPI!!!

but, with a super pico slice of hope..i tried to take a step back,not to make myself get worse but just want to  ' muhasabah' myself with everything that happened..n i believe everything happened for a reason..
Yet,i tried to search the reason..
and disaat2 ini jugak,aku tetap berdoa...dan terus berdoa...berdoa....
sebb aku yakin yang walau apapun jadi,klau Allah nak jadikan benda tu macam tu,Dia hanya perlu sebut "Kun fayakun"   "maka jadi lah ia..."
Hanya Dialah tempat aku memohon dan meminta...Allahuakhbar...
bukan nak menunjuk,seriously..tapi nak cerita kat anda semua..'coz............

today the miracle happen!!

suddenly our result had a makeover,due to some mistaken marks into our eSMP system,then the miracle is my grade also get changed!!!
Ya Allah,rasa sangat2 seronok & ini mengukuhkan lagi hati aku kepadaNya,Alhamdulillah...
Waktu result yg aku dapat dulu tu,mula2 memg la sedih..tapi!! tapi..aku mula redho dengan keadaan,sebb kadang2 apa yg kita nak nie xsemua baik utk kita..padahal Dia dah aturkan plan yg lg bagus kan...
Then,now He changed my result...wahh,waktu check tu rasa nak menangis pun ada,sbb tkejut Allah da makbulkan doa hambaNya yg banyak khilaf nie...Alhamdulillah...99x!!

so,result aku?? hee,xyah la kot..biarlah rahsia.......

be thankful ..don't be too proud or else it will turn urself into riak..

peringatan bersama..Y(^^)Y

Say Alhamdulillah..Laillahailallah :)

Assalamualaikum n hii......

"   everynight & everyday..     never forget to say..

Laillahailallah... "

tehee..just a reminder for you  n me,myself too....

sometimes,i also a lil' bit forgot n being busy with this world matter...eventhough i tried to let it go away..

n yesss, it will came after me again....

oh world..why?? why??

wait, oh yeaa...

almost forgot the reason why i want to post this entry already..hahaa

    okkay,basically..Alhamdulillah,i had finished my second semester as a foundation student in UPM..again ,Alhamdulillah..we went through hardcore,almost mental breakdown ( xspecially for myself , haha..) due to this final exam for this sem..

    & currently,a holiday break..which is  only a week...

& bila semua orang da balik rumah...i, still lay on my bed...yup ,doing some "lagha" things right now in this colllege..

hurm...cepat2 angkat tangan ,baca doa...

terima kasih Ya Allah,kerana Kau sentiasa bersama dengan kami di saat susah @ senang..Ampunkan dosa2 kami andainya kami terleka dariMu samada sengaja @ tidak, sedar @pun tidak...

the reason(s) what i try to say that is when we put all faith in Allah,InsyaAllah,He will show us the bestest right path for us again ,eventhough we will repeat the sama mistake in our life..

The Most Merciful,Yang Maha Pemurah..

sungguh..& i also got some inspiration from my beloved sister, & some stories of my friends..They really inspired me a lot..

So,firstly, waktu aku nak stadi..aku akan cuba tengok niat asal aku & perbetulkan Niat.

ini sangat penting sebab apa2 kita buat adalah "binniat". dengan niat,boleh ubah segalanya...

Secondly..will be continued :)